Britney Spears Posts Frank’s Audio Message On The Horrors Of Conservatism: ‘They Made Me Feel Like Nothing’

A brutally honest 22-minute audio clip was uploaded and then deleted on Britney Spears’ official YouTube channel Sunday night, in what appeared to be the singer detailing the timeline and horrors of her conservatism.

The clip, which appeared unedited on YouTube before it was removed, contains no audio or video, and appears to be Spears writing a memo and sharing it on the singer’s Twitter account before the tweet was also deleted.

the hollywood reporter Representatives for Spears were contacted to confirm the contents of the audio clip.

In audio posted by several fans on YouTube, Spears provides information on the court-ordered conservatorship she was placed under in 2008, with her father Jamie Spears serving as her sole trustee until it expires in November 2021.

“So I woke up this morning and there’s a lot going on in my head that I haven’t really shared with anyone,” Spears says at the beginning of the clip, explaining that she stopped thinking about what she was really thinking. And he felt conservative in previous interviews because of what other people might think. “Honestly, I’m just here to open up to others and try to clarify if anyone is in trouble.”

For starters, Spears, 40, says she started being conservative when she was 25. “I was very young, I remember a lot of friends texting and calling me, we were really close and they wanted to see me,” Spears. she said. “But what happened, to be honest, I still don’t know what I really did, but [due to] I didn’t see my father’s punishment.”

“You have to imagine that none of this made sense to me. I literally spoke to the British-accented doctor to get a prescription and three days later there was a SWAT team at my house. [with] Three helicopters,” Spears says, detailing the confusion at the time, adding that her “paparazzi chase,” which she was fond of, was used as further evidence of erratic behavior.

Recalling the night it started, Spears said, “There were over 200 paparazzi outside my house filming me through an ambulance window holding me on a stretcher.”

Spears says she believes her conservatism was “fated” and that her parents were making a pact with outside elements. “Now I know that everything was planned in advance and the woman pitched the idea to my father and mother. [and] In fact, it helped him to keep going and make it all happen.”

“Basically everything was set up,” says Spears. “There [were] No drugs in my system, no alcohol, nothing that was abuse and I didn’t really share even half of it. “

Spears says Jamie Spears wanted to “take control” of her life, which she achieved through the conservatory. “He liked to control everything he did. I remember the first day she said I was Britney Spears and I was in charge, and then that was fine.”

The singer then describes in detail the difficulties and horrors he had to experience at the conservatory. He watched her every move, the limitations of what she could and couldn’t do. “I was never able to go anywhere or go,” he says.

“They told me every day that I was fat. I had to go to the gym… I remember feeling demoralized and they treated me like I was nothing, reveals Spears. “And I got into it because I was scared and scared, I didn’t really do anything.”

Spears continues, “I had to play this role that was fine, and I had to move on because I knew I could get hurt.”

“It was demoralizing,” adds Spears. “You also have to understand, it’s been 15 years of touring and touring. I’m 30 years old, I live by my father’s rules. And while this is happening, my mother witnesses, my brother, my friends, they all follow.

Spears claims she was forced to go on a tour she didn’t want to do, and sometimes when she tried to back off, specifically over a dance move she didn’t want to do, her father would threaten her in a nicer way. . . An action that will result in even more freedom to lose her. “I remember my dad calling me on the phone and I was crying and thinking, why are you doing this? …and I just remember how he said “You have to listen to the doctors, the doctors will tell you what to do, I can’t help you now”. And I remember her last words were, “You don’t have to go now.” [to the hospital], but if you don’t go, we will go to court and there will be a big trial and you will lose. I have more people than you, you don’t even have a lawyer.”

Spears says her treatment at the conservatory was such that she “stopped believing in God at that point” and wonders how her family and all first responders managed to “get away with it”.

Addressing the fan-led #FreeBritney movement that exposed the singer’s plight to a global audience, “All that’s really confused me is that these people are fighting for me in the street, but it’s not my sister and mother. everything,” says Spears. “I got the impression that they secretly liked that I was bad, like I was in bad shape and they liked that. Otherwise, why weren’t they at my door saying, ‘Girl, girl, get in the car. Let’s go.’ I think that’s the main thing that hurts.”

Spears blames her injury squarely on her family. “It literally killed me. They kicked me out. That’s how I felt like my family abandoned me.” He singled out his mother, Lynn Spears, who thought she could get a lawyer to fight for him to end the conservatorship immediately, but never did.

“Honestly, I’m more angry with my mother because I found that when reporters called her and asked questions about what was going on, she… would hide in the house and not talk,” says Spears. “It was always like, ‘I don’t know what to say, I just don’t want to say the wrong thing, we’re praying for him.’ I feel like I could have gotten a lawyer in literally two seconds.”

Spears ends the clip by explaining why she did it. “I am sharing this because I want people to know that I am only human. After this experience I feel like a victim and how can I fix it if I don’t talk about it?

He added: “If you’re a weird introvert like me who often feels lonely and needed to hear a story like this today to feel less lonely, you should have known my life was far from over. It’s easy and you’re not alone. .