The digital influencer shared her experience of fear and relief after leaving the reality show for mental health reasons
Influencer Vanessa Lopes is back on social media after retiring from “BBB 24.” This Saturday (30/3), the former participant, who hit the cancel button on the reality show, published her first post and shared how she feels.
Alongside the photos of her training, enjoying the beach and with friends, Vanessa commented that she felt fear and relief. The digital influencer left the reality show after her mental health was seriously shaken and she needed psychiatric treatment to find herself.
Vanessa’s outburst
Vanessa spoke about her experience of fear and anxiety, claustrophobia, and seeking relief in daily activities. She expressed her fear of leaving home and being seen as “crazy”. “Fear and relief… Anxiety… Anxiety about having time, but feeling like you have nothing to relieve the agony and fear! Claustrophobia of elevators, of cars, of so many things. Everything is very suffocating, even that which used to be normal for me. Eating a lot to seek pleasure and relief in something because everything is too suffocating! Fear of leaving the house, but fear of staying at home; fear of feeling like a bad person and fear of seeming like a character; fear of what I said or what I didn’t say; fear of what was real and fear of what was imagination; fear of being “crazy” (crazy) and too real; fear of being normal and dull…”, he said.
Relief and recovery
“These have been my last few weeks of fear, but also relief! Relief from being with my family. Relief from being with friends. Relief from physical activities. Relief from every step of treatment improvement. Relief from every bath, every hug, every song sung, every sport, every dance, every breath in the open air. Relief in the little things that remind us that we are alive! And that’s how during weeks of fear and relief, I remembered to enjoy the uncertain time and precious And this is how I return, sharing my fears and my reliefs with those who give me the pleasure of living, of loving, of taking care of myself, of evolving and of having time…”, concluded Vanessa, sharing his healing journey.
Source: Terra
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