A new trailer for Gemma Collins's upcoming reality series shows the last pictures taken of her mother before she died, opens up about her fertility struggles and documents her fiance Rami Hawash moving out of their home after furious rows.
The former The Only Way Is Essex star, 45, will give what she describes as an unprecedented look into her life in the new show, Gemma Collins: Everything. All At Once, which launches on September 15 on Sky and Now TV.
In the trailer, released on Thursday, Collins says: 'I had it all planned out. Marriage, babies. But the minute I started filming this show, my whole world fell apart.'
Her mother's death
As an image of her late mother Joan appears on screen, Collins says: 'My mum's ill.' She is then shown sharing a hug with her in the trailer.
Joan died in July at the age of 70. She had battled pneumonia twice in the last six months of her life.
Fertility heartbreak
The trailer also touches on Collins's fertility struggles, showing her speaking with a doctor who tells her: 'Well, to be honest, it's not the news you want to hear.'
Collins has spoken openly before about her long-standing fertility struggles, which she has attributed to polycystic ovary syndrome and an underactive thyroid.
Split from Rami Hawash
Her relationship with long-term partner Rami Hawash is also addressed in the trailer, as Collins says: 'My relationship's stressful.'
The pair are then shown arguing, with Hawash shouting at her: 'Hey, hey don't give me that alright.'
Collins says: 'He's packed all his stuff and gone,' before breaking down and adding: 'I haven't even done anything wrong. I can deal with a lot but it's like boom, boom, boom, boom.'
Instagram tribute to Joan
Earlier in the summer, Collins said her grief was hitting her in waves following her mother's death. At the end of July she shared a photo on Instagram of a shrine she had made in Joan's honour, featuring flowers, lit candles and photographs.
She wrote: 'Grief is the price we pay for love. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for every message, every prayer, every kind word. I'm reading them all and getting back to everyone slowly. Please bear with me. Some moments I feel okay, and then it comes in waves.'
She added: 'One beautiful thing keeps happening. A butterfly has been with me constantly, appearing wherever I go. It brings me a sense of peace, and in my heart I truly feel it's my mum letting me know she's close, watching over me, and reminding me that love never really leaves us.'
Jesy Nelson, formerly of Little Mix, commented: 'Sending love to you my angel.' Other followers wrote: 'Sending all my love to you and your family' and 'We laughed, we cried, we remembered and know we won't forget.'
Joan's health history
Joan had battled ill health in recent years. In December 2025 she was admitted to Broomfield Hospital in Chelmsford, Essex, after contracting pneumonia, but recovered after five weeks. She was first hospitalised with pneumonia in March 2020.
In 2024, Joan was placed in intensive care after she stopped breathing, a health scare that left Collins fearing the worst after her mother made an emergency dash to hospital.
Collins told The Sun newspaper at the time: 'I've had a lot of stress the last couple of weeks. My mum was suddenly taken into hospital and I was told she could die. They would not resuscitate her if she went into cardiac arrest. So imagine that, you know, I'm in the hospital having been out for dinner the day before, and then the next day I'm like, 'Wow', so that was a massive shock.'
Joan, a former hairdresser, was well loved by TOWIE fans and made several appearances on the show.
Rami Hawash and Who Do You Think You Are
Collins and Hawash have had an on-off relationship spanning more than a decade and are now engaged for the second time.
In 2024, Joan also appeared on Collins's episode of Who Do You Think You Are?, which explored the family's past. The episode traced the story of Joan's biological mother, who was forced to give her up to a foster family.
Joan had lived most of her life believing that her mother, also called Joan, had abandoned her. But Collins and the programme's researchers discovered she may have been forced to give up her daughter amid misdiagnosed mental health problems.
