The actress and presenter confessed that she even wrote a letter to say goodbye to her children
In an interview with the podcast “Lá no Pod” on Tuesday 2, Ana Paula Tabalipa revealed that she does not think she is as beautiful as they say and said she had been through difficult times due to depression, diagnosed at least 27 years ago. .
The actress and presenter, who became famous after participating in the first seasons of ‘Malhação’, on TV Globo, confessed to having lived for a long time thinking that she would die at the age of 28, and even wrote a letter to say goodbye to the his children.
“As it approached my 28th birthday, I wrote a farewell letter to my children, saying I loved them and wanted them to be friends, even if they were from different parents,” she said.
“I really thought I was going to die. I don’t know what. Later, I almost killed myself. That’s because when I was very young, I went to a barbecue with my parents and someone took my hand to read. A cut and said something. in the ear of my mother, who began to cry compulsively and never told me an event when she was very small, in which she almost drowned in a swimming pool.
the Depression
During the interview, Ana Paula he reported what his diagnosis of depression was like. She said the situation was caused by a very traumatic episode, but she didn’t want to go into details.
“Actually, I was diagnosed with PTSD, which is depression caused by an episode in my life that I’m not ready to talk about yet. But someday I will! So there are triggers, which I’ve still identified them all, which made me come back to this place, “he explained.
The actress confessed that she hit rock bottom and doesn’t even know how she managed to survive everything she’s been through. “I treated myself very badly. I don’t even know how I am alive. I never thought I was beautiful. I don’t even have a mirror in the house. , he said.
Ana Paula also said she hopes to be cured of the disease. “I have depression. There are days when I don’t see anyone and my closest friends already know it’s nothing personal. I want to die. Today I learned to have a purpose one day. I move to the countryside to have quality of life, in a city that doesn’t even have traffic lights, where everyone knows each other. I stayed there four days and in that time I enrolled the child, rented a house and never took rivotril. all my children, which causes me anguish. difficult, “he said.
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Source: Terra
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